new year'd.

this has nothing to do with snl. rather i guess, i have nothing to do with snl. often when i think about trying to finish my promise that i made to no one in particular i often choose just to sit in my apartment in silence.

this has to do with me and my bed.

i don't think anyone has spent as much time thinking about a bed they already own as much as me. which is to say i think about it more than i write (so greater than never) but less than i listen to music (constantly, accept as sited in this moment where i opted for silence. well, i'm now going to argue the sound of my clock that no longer has the incorrect time is music. yup. I’m arty.)

why in this moment am i finally sharing this obscure "obsession" with my bed?? because i'm trying to revamp it's style. it's a new year, and doesn't every bed, pillow, flooring, or human deserve a fresh start?! that and i've been putting it off.

one (who is nosy) might ask what's wrong with your bed's current style? well first they might ask what a bed style is and if that is a thing. it's not a thing. but that's between me and my bed. don't judge. my bed's current style was made out of impulse for something better. for me and bed. i thought i could inspire us to be different peoplethings. instead i learned don't buy a red comforter when you don't really care for the color. and change is hard. but mostly, i don't do red.

here are the issues however. bed is king sized. that's right this 5'2 body needs space! well, i really don't. which is why i (1) no longer have end tables, just put everything in the extra space (2) have 3 levels of pillows, because that's necessary, and (3) have considered renting out the extra space for i don't know office space or as a hostel.

i know i want to do the grey and yellow combination. i know i still want to attract the opposite sex (no large flower comforters or things with cartoons - i hear this is not "sexy"). i know i'm broke/cheap. please help.